What is this back hurt telling me? That I have endured enough. That the weight won't be lifted. No one is gonna save me. No one is gonna keep those hands from hammering onto me. No one has my back. I am exposed, bruised. Exhausted. No one benefits from my suffering, either. The shadows are… Continue reading Let pain and healing grow you
The natural state of things is when things are flowing. When something becomes an obstruction to this flow, it can result to feelings of hurt, confusion and hopelessness. The only way to unblock the clog is by being brave enough to admit where you're feeling stuck, in which direction your soul doesn't agree of letting… Continue reading My heart has chosen
At some point, "commitment" embodies a new shape and form. When you were young, you used it as a way to tie yourself with another, so you can spend time together and share similar experiences. So you can have more fun, so you are less afraid/alone, so you feel more whole. Once you've lived in… Continue reading Commitment
This is a good way of describing how my 30s is going: One phrase to sum up my 30s so far? In the hot seat. You take an audit of your career, your home, your bank account. You start to take a hard look at the person in bed beside you. You start to take… Continue reading Game On
It doesn't matter if it's short or long, written in whatever language you prefer. You can have it handwritten, printed, scrapbooked if you like. You don't need fancy covers. So what if it doesn't hit the shelves of your favorite bookstores? No group or critic needs to fucking give their verdict - none of that is… Continue reading Create Your Own Story
...will inevitably fall away (if you let it) because forcing to keep things together will only cause pain. Our best intentions lead us to make an ending that is deliberate and fair to everyone. However, we see the same situation in different ways and we usually want to move forward in different directions. When all… Continue reading What no longer fits
That is the question. Even if it feels like you don't have options - you do. Even if they're only internal for now. You do have the power to choose how you want to proceed. Choosing to get stuck is an option, too. Remember this - you are your only life-long partner. This is your… Continue reading How do you wanna move forward?
Sometimes it makes more sense to hit "Cancel" and open a new tab than hit "Restore" again and again. Sometimes what we really want is to start again and not to relive a situation just so we can give it a satisfying spin. Sometimes we realize that what matters the most is that we move… Continue reading Opening New Tabs
There are many ways to live. Most of them will make sense to you - but you can't possibly live them all. You have to choose which beliefs you will live by. In the end, that's all that matters. That's all you need.
This triggers me so badly - when one chooses to be stuck over courageously moving forward. I believe life is too short to be complicated by our own indecisiveness - putting things off, refusing to confront the truth, refusing to take accountability for our decisions. I believe life is just too short to not commit,… Continue reading Stalemate Sucks